Monday, May 5, 2014

A Tar's Advice

And so you’ve come, my lad, to sea,
                to share this bravesome life, as we
the hearty tars who cruise the line.
                Consider now and change your mind.
What promise brought you here to be?
                To sail the globe so wide and free?
To see the island girls so fair?
                Or claim your rich and oily share?

‘Tis true, the world you’ll see and more,
                and many a comely lass offshore.
Of riches, well, you’ll have your bread,
                and pocket money to drown your head.
‘Tis manly stuff and good clean fun,
                to sail the seas under the sun,
with distant shores and yarns to spin.
                Aboard, my lad, your prize to win!

Hear the watch sing, “Thar she blows!”
                We’ll fetch our line and down we go.
Snug in our boats upon the waves,
                all stalwart men and fearless mates.
To chase the whale-fish for miles far
                with wood and iron, line and dart.
In leviathan’s wake we shall ride
                until our lance snuffs out his life.

“All hands to oars, boys, pull for home.”
                "To boil ‘em, boys, and take his bone.”
A hundred-barreler, all to share,
                we’ll drink our health when we get there.
Come ride the waves before the wind,
                a-follow’n where the whaler’s been.
Over oceans and ‘round the horn,
                while sweethearts pine and mother’s mourn.

When gales they blow up heavy seas
                you’ll skip upon the shiv’ring trees.
You’ll furl the sails and bind them well
                while swingin’ free twixt heav’n and hell.
The world you’ll see from end-to-end,
                and pray one day your soul to send
back home, my boy, to bosom warm,
                the day you face the sparmer’s scorn.

Such tender youth with fateful choice,
                did hear the sea’s soft, briny voice.
The sailor’s life, fine, cruel and hard
                when lashed by gales upon the yard.
When up the tree while rough seas toss,             
                never a cruise without a loss. 
Some boy whose mother spurned the day,
                or widow-wife whose husband lays
so far from home, lost to the deep
                ne’er to return and so she weeps.
O father, son, so far from home
                a-followin’ where the whale-fish roam.
‘Tis great adventure, my true lad,
                draw tight your belt and hearken glad.
Hear the words of this salty dog.
                Ship on, now boy, and sign the log.

© 1998 Craig Roberts

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Today's The Day



“Son, it’s time we got you a real bike,” Dad said.
I couldn’t believe my ears.  I had been learning to ride a little kid two-wheeler with training wheels, a hand-me-down from my older sister.  I didn’t like it, but even a girls’ bike is better than no bike at all.  After a week I was getting the hang of it.  With the training wheels up as high as they would go, I could ride down the whole driveway and back without the little wheels touching.  When Dad got home from work that afternoon I showed him.  He sized me up and that was that.  Today was the day!
Dad and I climbed into the station wagon and headed for the tire store.    I was so excited I don’t remember the ride and we got there before I knew it.  As we walked into the store I smelled fresh rubber.  There were tires everywhere, in stacks on the floor, on shelves with flashy signs and on racks hung from the ceiling.  I scanned the room taking it all in, then zeroed in on the back of the store.  There they were!  Bicycles, dozens of them, lined up in neat rows, all shapes and sizes, everything smelling like rubber.
Dad went out back to find a salesman.  I was left to wander in wonderland, rows and rows of shiny new bikes.  They were more than I could count and I’m a pretty good counter.  In front were little kid bikes, which I walked right passed.  Next was a row of  spider bikes, six of them, with high handle bars, banana seats and small wheels with fat tires.  They were racy looking, some with streamers from the hand grips, but not right for me.  Bobby, the kid next door, had a spider and he had to pedal like crazy to keep up with the other kids.  But I was planning on covering a lot of ground so I gave them a good looking over and moved on.
Next were the English bikes with downturned handle bars for racing, hand brakes and skinny road tires on tall spindly rims.  One even had a tire pump hooked on its frame.  These were built to travel and I liked that.  I looked around to see if anyone was watching.  The coast was clear, so I thought I’d try out a fast looking Schwinn racer.  As I swung my leg up my foot sort of got stuck on the bike’s crossbar and I nearly fell over,  taking the row of bikes with me.  Hopping on one foot I managed to catch my balance and unhook my sneaker from the Schwinn.  That was a close call.  Maybe these English bikes aren’t as good as they say.
In the last row were the regular bikes, touring bikes some people call them.  The first few were girls’ bikes, with no top crossbar.  I think that makes it easier for girls to ride with skirts on.  Next to those were four boys’ bike, heavy and strong, built for action.  There in the middle of the row I spotted her.
It was a dream bike, tall and red, long and shining like a new penny.  She was a Western Flyer, with its frame curving up from the rear axle to meet the steering part in the front.  Above the bar the frame widened into a tank, just like a motorcycle, which was just for looks, it didn’t hold any gas.  The tank had a headlight stuck into the front.  She had chrome fenders, chrome rims and white wall tires, a red and white seat with a red carrier rack on back.  All red and chrome, just like a fire truck, or at least a bike a fireman would ride.  This was the one for me!

Dad came back in with the salesman.
“How old are you son?” the man asked.
“I’m seven.”
“You’re big for age,” he said.  I liked the sound of that so I grinned and nodded.
“Our small frame bikes are over here,” he said, pointing towards the kid bikes and spiders. 
My heart sank.  I didn’t want a kid bike.  I looked down at my feet, still holding the white handgrip of the Western Flyer.
“How about these?”  Dad asked, pointing to the regular bikes.
“Yeah, how about these?” I said.
“Well, those are mostly full-size, might be too much for him to manage. But that red one there might be okay.  It has 25-inch wheels.”
“Wanna give it try, son?” Dad asked.  I nodded eagerly and got ready to mount.
“Here, let me get this,” said the salesman, flipping up the kickstand.  I took hold of the grips and swung my foot, hooking it on the seat the same as I had done on the Schwinn.  I struggled free and swung again.  No luck.
“Let me try something,” said the salesman. Stepping over to the counter he grabbed a wrench.  He gripped on a nut below the seat, loosening it.  Giving the seat a twist, he wiggled it from side to side until it slid down, hitting the frame with a clunk.  The hair on the back of my neck felt prickly as he worked.  He lined the seat up straight and tightened the nut.  “Now give it try,” he said.
Once more I held the grips and with everything I had I swung my leg up.  I made it!  I was on top of the bike and I slid up onto the seat, one foot just touching the floor on the tippiest tip of my toe.  
“How’s that feel?” asked the salesman.
“Good.”
“Looks like a bit of a stretch.”
“Well, I have my short sneakers on,” I said.  “My other ones are taller.”  The men laughed and smiled at each other.  The truth is I couldn’t reach to put both feet down, but I could just reach with the toe of one foot.
“Are you sure it fits okay?” Dad asked.
“Yes sir,” I said with confidence, struggling to stay up.
“This is the one you want?” he asked.  I nodded eagerly. 
“I can give you a deal on this,” said the salesman.  “It’s a holdover.  The company quit making ‘em a couple of years ago.”  That cinches it, I thought.  Dad loves a bargain.
They went and wrote up a paper and Dad gave the man a check.  Then the salesman wiped her down and checked the tire pressure with a pen looking thing he had in his shirt pocket.  “Be sure to keep both tires pumped up to forty-five pounds, son,” the salesman said.  I agreed, even though forty-five pounds sounded pretty heavy to me. 
I walked the bike out the door with my Dad’s hand on my shoulder.  “Thanks Dad,” I said, as we loaded her into the back of the car.
“You’re welcome son.  I still remember my first bike.  You enjoy it now, you hear.”  I smiled and nodded, then smiled some more.
It seemed like a long ride but we finally arrived home, Dad, me and my Western Flyer.  Lifting the bike out of the back of the car, Dad said, “Why don’t you give her a spin while I go in and tell Mom we’re home?”  I nodded as he handed me the bike. 
I jumped on and wobbled my way along the driveway.  It was scary and I took a couple spills, but after a few laps I could manage okay.  I was riding high above the ground, rolling easily along and feeling the wind in my face.  I was free.  It was the first day of the best summer of my life.
           

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Facebooking the Dead

I have a friend on Facebook.  She has a busy profile: lots of photos of her smiling with friends, game and cause requests, wall posts of current events, and notices saying “you were tagged” in so-and-so’s photo, altogether about 3 or 4 wall posts per day, with 118 friends, 25 of them in common with me. 

It’s was a couple of months since I’d seen her last.  I posted on her wall to keep in touch.  I sent her a message, “Hey Roxanne! Long time no see."  And another, "You forget who your friends are? How you doing?”  A couple days with no response, so I gave her a poke.  Nothing.

Not surprising.  I’m facebooking the dead. 

An inkling came with questions on her wall:  “Roxanne, are you OK?”  and “When are you coming home?”  Then, “You are loved.” -- “People are worried about you.” -- “We miss you.” and “Hugs are waiting for you.”

Wall post activity increased as the word traveled through the FB community.  Mixed in with the usual game requests and events were posts like “We’ll miss you Roxanne” -- “You’ve gone to a better place” -- “I can’t believe I won’t see you again” and “My thoughts are with you and your family.”

No one says it outright, but Roxanne is dead. 

It was a tragedy.  Roxanne, wife, mom, co-worker and friend was gone, leaving a husband and three children behind.  I look at the photos, I read the posts on her wall and I can’t understand. How could this happen in front of us all?  One hundred and eighteen “friends”, no one sensed the pain Roxanne was in?

That was five months ago.  The latest post on Roxanne’s wall was within the past twenty hours.  Her picture is the same, an attractive woman in her early forties, with an air of boldness and delicate strength.   Her FB page deftly masks the inner struggle which took her life.  Roxanne is gone, but her Facebook persona remains.

What happens to us on FB after we’re gone?  Will it carry my ghost back to haunt those many earthly “friends” I'll leave among the living. How many dead are present among us even now on Facebook?  Hundreds?  Thousands?  A million, or more?  Their pictures still fresh and alive, their pages still sharing personal aspects of the former lives of the departed.  As social networks grow into maturity, as with any human endeavor, generations shall pass. 

But the profiles of the dead remain.   



September Rain



Cloudy, gray,
tears are falling.
Silken cheek flush,
tinged with mercy.
Brings forth change,
falling leaves of pain.
Petal lips
drip honey balm.
Anointing grace
eyes glistening green.
This good earth
soft, warm and fragrant.
Furrow deep,
rich wholesome bed.
Acorn broken,
tendering green shoot.
The sower’s gift,
sister, lover, friend.